“I wrote this song to myself, trying to figure out if I was making the most out of miserable situations or if I purposefully put myself into these situations. It’s also about nature vs nurture, how much your surroundings shape you, how much things that happen to you shape you as a person and me wondering whether we are all voids, shaped by our surroundings or if there’s an independent essence in us all. The hook of “1, 2, 3 come on count with me, the OCD is killing me” rhythmically sounds like a nursery rhyme, this is due to my struggles with OCD, especially in my childhood which made me count and re-count objects amongst other ticks..This is a reference to that.”
lyrics
You’re nothing but the outcome of drug abuse
This is nothing but the outcome of your drug use
You´re nothing but the outcome of drug abuse
This is a natural reaction to drug abuse
One, two, three, come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
One, two, three, come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
I bet you’re enjoying yourself now that you’re dying
You’re nothing but a product of child abuse
You’re nothing but a product of rape
You really think u want to live this way ?
Just take a fucking look at me
One, two, three, come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
One, two, three, come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
I bet you’re enjoying yourself now that you’re dying
What did u expect what did u expect from this?
You’ll never be on top you’ll never be on top of it
One, two, three, come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
One, two, three, come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
I bet you’re enjoying yourself now that you’re dead
You’re nothing but the outcome of drug abuse
This is nothing but the outcome of your drug use
You´re nothing but the outcome of drug abuse
This is a natural reaction to drug abuse
1 2 3 come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
1 2 3 come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
I bet you’re enjoying yourself now that you’re dying
You’re nothing but a product of child abuse
You’re nothing but a product of rape
You really think u want to live this way
Just take a fucking look at me
1 2 3 come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
1 2 3 come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
I bet you’re enjoying yourself now that you’re dying
What did u expect what did u expect from this?
You’ll never be on top you’ll never be on top of this
1 2 3 come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
1 2 3 come on count with me
The OCD is killing me
I bet you’re enjoying yourself now that you’re dead
i always find myself torn between what i naturally am and what i can shape myself into. the only love i have for myself is
exploitation of my body. i am a European artist who likes to fuse pop music with alternative and blues. Lyrically exploring themes like identity, ambitions and religion.